I wish I could have a home

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I don't know if I'm doing the right thing by sending you this letter. I thought I would try.. My name is Maya, I live in Israel, I try to make this as short as possible, sorry if its not ... I'm not sure what else to write.. I know you don't know me, I got to the point where I'm looking for help online from strangers... It's a heartbreak for me because I'm not the type to do so..
I'll just tell you the situation: I've been married for 15 years, I'm gonna be 40 in 2 months, my husband and I work really hard to maintain our lives... we rent a small apartment of 1 bedroom, we have 2 cats and we support about 10 more cats outside, we were trying to have children but the treatments are so expensive that we decided to stop. The land lord of this apartment let us know that he is changing the rate of the rent and it's getting way too much for us
We really don't want to leave the cats that are used to our support, we had a dream that we could buy a land and build us a small place with a big garden for them, and maybe if it won't be too late for me - if it is not already, maybe we could have 1 or 2 kids of our own.
My job pays me about $1000 a month, and my husband makes about $3000 a month, the rent is about $1300 and that's just the rent.
I know you don't know me and I already cry writing these words bcs I feel it's probably in vain but I have to try. do you think you could help us?
Thank you anyway, and God bless you!
I wish I could have a home