Help me.

Hello everyone, my name is Edgar, I am 25 years old. I live in a small town where I once tried to open my own business. I will tell you a very short story. When I was 15 years old, I sold everything that came into my hands, from knitted hats to mp3 players. And with each person I found a common language. All the funds I put aside I saved up until I was 18 years old to pay for university tuition. And so, after graduating, I got a job at a construction store because I needed money to start a business. I decided to sell aromatic products of my own production. One year later, I saved up $3,000, and I took out a $12,000 loan to rent and build a place for a candle and incense mini-market. I bought everything I needed to do that. I spent most of the money, but I gave some of the money to my parents because they had to pay for the house and pay the bank back. But I didn’t even think about my debts. The first two or three months of sales went very high, I sold almost 1,200 sets of candles in three months, but the worst thing happened, which I never expected. My business went out of business because there were competitors, and I started getting negative buy-out reviews, and soon people stopped coming to me. I had to shut down my business, some of the goods and materials I sold very cheaply, paid the rent and moved out. I was left with no money and a huge debt of $12,000. I started a long depression, I can not keep my tears. And so on November 20th, I still can’t find a job because the Security Service sees my duty and in most cases I am denied a job. And somewhere just no jobs. I even had to sell my used car in order to live somehow. I really want someone to listen to me and help me because I lost myself, and I really want to live without financial problems and start my business again, and I have so many ideas. I need money to help me repay the loans. I need it.